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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Mission Accomplished!!!

Yeah...It's finally over. The midst of anxiety,fear and mixed emotion is all gone. We had finally overcome the operation wheresay suppose to be the gruesome test of endurance of physical,emotion and mental but I guessed its more of test of staying vigilant with less than 3hours of sleep for everyday for 3consecutive day exploring different kind of terrain in Singapore.

Honestly, I find the mission rather meaningless but yet fun to be in together with the people around who made the mission more of happiness then just tactically serious operation. It certainly taught me alot about communication, skill and knowledges as well as time management and knowing your man. It was fun but yet sleepy experience. After the operation, I also do know that WATER is a very essential source of survival and it was one of the ultimate thing that I treasure alot after the operation, for a long good shower. To all BN 411..great job...and now..what I'm worried for is my new unit...finger crossed and hoping to get a good and supportive unit...*bite nail*

- RaCeR H OuT -

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Demands are HIGH, will I make it?

It has been a long 6 weeks now I undergo course as a supervisor of XXX. It seem to be the simplest job in my eyes back then as a recruit. Unfortunately, I was wrong. It may be one of the simplest job or task one could think off especially after all the generalisation made upon my vocation but the reality remains that it is ONE of the most vital vocation that ensure the flow of other organisational bodies. Hence, the demands of standard and quality given has to meet the mark eventhough the unit we are posted to had different practices. We are trained not only to be a good supervisor but as well as all rounded as aid of assistance/support to other vocationalist.
Nonetheless, the question remains..with such high demands required from us, will I make it? My physical level is not there comparing back as a recruit but I can be sure to say that it was a challenge of both physical and mental leading me to fall sick :s Whatever it is, Im certainly hope to end it fast and end it good despite the condition Im in as the future of my pes status is still pending and Im certainly in no favor of determining of what lies ahead of me but just hoping for the best. Till then, wish me luck on my future and hoping the best for the best...

- RaCeR H OuT -

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya 2009

Greeting bloggies...well, yeah..thats me..the new 13kg gone me...I'm wearing my last year hari raya clothing..last year color theme was brown and the color and design was chosen by me. The reason for not changing the theme color of the hari raya clothing was basically because of me as I was out serving my BMT and I will definitely lose weight till I doesnt know my new cutting size thus we agreed to stick to wearing the old one and nonetheless, it still does look good on us. At least we are doing our part for the Earth in supporting the RRR campaign of reduce,reuse, recycle.

Anyway, this year raya was quite different as no one in the mood for raya. For me of course, Im not in the mood as I just finished my bmt and getting my posting a few days later thus lots of pressure on me and lots of washing up of my army stuff to do and not to mention home area cleaning. I really had no time to ENJOY with my friends or take a break for myself. Furthermore, Im required to stay in for my course as supply supervisor on the 4th day of hari raya..how sad can that be? so no choice...suck thumb and hoping everything will go smoothly for me and hope to end it fast lol cos I'm very sianz ar..I just wanna lead a simple life..but NOT to put on weight ar..trying to maintain it or losing it..so..all d best for me..as for all my friends..apology if I can keep in touch often as I am in stayed in camp for my course and I still had homeworks to do at night so during the day was all the lesson and night is time to get cracking thus..little time to keep in touch but lots of time to work and little sleep...haiz..sianz ar..so my apology and to all..happy celebrating hari raya...and take care.

- RaCeR H OuT -

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Proud moments of every traiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnng soul-jas

Yeah..yeah..at last..for the gruesome 15weeks of BMT..we are free. The number 15 may looks small but going to and fro every week and having to repeat the same schedule every week certainly made your life very dull. We had nothing, no entertainment,no shop, no attraction except for our fellow comrades around us who lighten up our days with all the whacky gag in bunk.

I must said it was a rollercoaster ride for me as it hasnt been easy right from the start but fortunated enough to have such a motivated platoon mates as well as buddy that allows me to accomplished the gruesome 24km and proudly throw our cap high in the sky and shouted POP LOL...nonetheless,it all ended well as no matter what happened, I'm proud to be a bird that flew freely high up in the sky as kestrel coy would forever be in our blood..To all kestrelian..ala ke pom por!!!

- RaCeR H OuT -

Friday, August 21, 2009

A Defining Moment As A Recruit

Well..I really don't know how to start this entry but last week was a really memorable week for me as digging my way as all recruit in tekong would. There was one period where it would be the toughest moment for all, be it a recruit from the obese batch, the enhanced batch and etc. It was a test of your mental strength, physicality, endurance and your determination to excel. I really had to admit that my hat off to those who completed this phase as it is the toughest moment that you can lose 2kg after finishing this period. Honestly, for me it was the biggest test of my life as endurance hasn't been my game right from the start but still I pushing myself to the limit as I dont want to fail nor I want to repeat this phase.

Unfortunately, I really did pushed myself to the extreme that I'm paralysed from heat exhaustion with 38.5 degree celsius. I was in a complete state of shock that I couldn't move in anyway, really like a resemblance of becoming vegetable. Tears roll down my eyes as I thought thats it..my nervous system failed me but thank God it is just simply heat exhaustion and a temporary cramp of my body during that period.I couldnt lift up my leg, my hand and worst still...I couldnt swallow a sip of water. Gosh..this was an experience I would never forget as all my platoon mates,bunk mates and my buddy are the one who carried me out to the medic which was very emotional for me despite the tiredness and pressure period they are in but they still do whatever they could to provide me seeking medical aid. Nonetheless,I really salute my buddy as after he completed his part of work, he went on to continued helping me to finish up my work that allow me advance. What really touches me the most was despite the hectic climate, the challenging period of our strength and mental..my buddy still did continue to gave all he got to help me clear my load.

If I were to re-write my essay about my defining moment, I felt that my buddy was the really my defining moment who really was a great and commentable buddy who stood there for me while I'm down and stood there for me when I was in need of his help the most. My hat off to you buddy as Im just too fortunated to had gotten you as my buddy and I hope to do the same for you as well. Thanks ya buddy and thanks ya platoon mates.

- RaCeR H OuT -

Friday, July 17, 2009

Worth The Watch!!!

I think this would be my first entry posting attaching youtube. It is really worth the watch for both ladies and gentleman..trust me...they girls are cute and adorable, the video music is cool and the choreography is unique. Just let the video do its magic on ya...

- RaCeR H OuT -

Saturday, July 11, 2009

RaCeR H TurNed inTo ReCruiT H

Hiya ya peepz..I'm back with my updates on my life. It has been quite a while since my last update ya..my apology for that as you know that I'm currently busy serving the nation and most of my weekend time is preoccupied with family and running errands. What can you expect? Weekend is very short, I repeat again..VERY SHORT. There is so much I want to do over the weekend beside resting till I felt that I had to abandon my bloggy for a while. For the guys, I believed you know what I meant when you are in the stage of where I am..

Moving on, life in Tekong is still quite managable for me as it is moving a step at a time in a progressive pace however it may be quite a challenge for some especially when we are in the "obese" batch. I had no complaint over the training, it just that I hope to get more admin time for me to rest especially my lower back which I believed is rather weak to support my weight or doing straining exercises. Nonetheless, everything quite alright for me except one or two things which required the platoon or session efforts, other than that everything should be still alright. One complaint I could think of would be the foods cater for the Muslim where in a week, you could get CURRY for more than 3 times at least and now I hate the sight of curry as it made me feel like I'm gonna puke especially when my mum asked me "what to cook today? how about CURRY?". The magic word is out and I said "NO, don't think of it".

I believed this is life and we either take it or we can F*CK OFF as no one care. The only motivation I could think of is my God,my family and my weekend and the rest are not important. Haiz, just counting down my days and hope everything will be over soon as certainly life is bored...time flies fast when you fall asleep and it start moving slowly when you are awake..Thus, make sure you Singaporean appreciate the freedom and soundful sleep you all had cos we are the protectors of your freedom and your peaceful sleep.

Inconclusion, pray for my well-being in Tekong right as the weather is certainly very HOT and if you see me outside, don't blame me if you don't recognise me because I changed in sight from my skin color to my weight..Hahaha..if you know what I mean...this is home..truly..where I know I must be...

- RaCeR H OuT -